Bills

1st day grandma got a letter
A notice if you will
That her phone would be cut off
If she did not pay the bill

I really tried to warn her
And tell her this was true
She kept blowing it off
Saying yeah right, that's what they're going to do

1 month, 2 months, 3 months, 4
I told her the phone company won't wait anymore
They're going to turn the phone off
I'm trying to tell you
But everytime I tried to tell her she refused

She love to talk on the phone
Especially long distance
Now the phone is cut off
She's asking for my assistance

I laughed at her and said yeah right
I got my own bills to pay
If you would have paid your bill
You would be able to talk today

I didn't do it

Some people are rude for no reason
They snap and cuss and spit and shout
Quick to say they hate somethng
And they alwasy look mean
They quick to fight
An they never say they sorry

Where you mess up is when you bring this to me
I've never snapped or cussed at you before
You need to take some time to be alone
Before you come out into the world with your nasty attitude full grown

So whatever it is weather it be
Your Family
Your Job
Yourself or any other problems you have goin on
I would like to help you out but Imma get down to it
Whatever it is I DIDN'T DO IT

So Young

Who knew before this day was done

That you would have to go so young


We laughed and played and worked together

I wished it could have last forever


Your smile was sweet and your presence was warm

I wish I could have kept you from harm

I wish I could have been there to say goodbye

But I still feel you near everytime I cry

I think about everything that could have been

And how wonderful you were every now and then
Everyday we have friends and family that we love a care for
And even though they are gone they suffer no more
So wait until the time comes because in the end
We will be able to see each other once again

Sometimes I feel sick

Sometimes I feel Sick When watching TV
Because I know TV Is not my reality!
I'm not trying to make this just about me
And how I think things are suppose to be
But I am I And He is he
And what will be will be
No matter what I see on TV
In my heart I knowThat he loves me
But sometimes I cry
Because I can't see The love inside he has for me
A touch of the hand A stroke of the cheek
A kiss on the lips A rub of my feet
A look in my eyes Of undeniable lust
A passion inside of me That's turning to dust
Sometimes I feel so alone In my own home
And he will never know And I want so much for us to grow
I could go on and on About the way I feel
How deep of a love I haveAnd how it's oh so real
Everyday he's on my mind I never thought I would ever find
Someone who would make me feel so sick Because of the blind love I get